February 2012
1 post
save money up
car repairs/insurance/misc: $495 prom dress: $200-$300? yikessss new york shit (?): $600?????????? fuck if i know, dude, shit apartment (?): $2k -_-
Feb 25th
January 2012
1 post
iTunes
jokerstrife: How many total songs? 272 songs Sort by song title – first and last? First: Acid Nation - Enter Shikari Last: You Love Me - DeVotchKa Sort by time – shortest and longest? Shortest: Mercury - John Murphy Longest:  Shivers - Armin van Buuren Sort by Album – first and last? First:  Ambient Collection, Vol. 4 Last:  The Zone  Sort by Artist – first and last? First: Above...
Jan 5th
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December 2011
3 posts
work sched
wednesday 5-cl friday 6-2O saturday 11-3 
Dec 27th
1 tag
if i ever find myself suddenly stuck in a...
(i say “stuck”, because i think that marriage just sounds like one big trap… i’ve never had plans to get married and have kids, and i don’t think that idea will change) the dude at least really like sports. see, the thing with me is this: i really like sports. i like watching it, and i love cheering on teams that i like (dalls mavs & cowboys, ut austin...
Dec 27th
2 notes
work schedule
tuesday: 5-cl wednesday: 5-cl friday: 6-2O saturday: 6-2O
Dec 12th
Dec 1st
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November 2011
15 posts
dear person i’m jealous of i’ve made way too many tumblr posts about you within the past week. i can’t tell whether or not i want to kill myself or just skin you alive. even though i say all those things about how perfect i think you are, i also think you have no depth to you. and i got a lotta that shit, i’m like the motherfuckin sea and shit.  i’ve convinced myself that you’re just another...
Nov 29th
dear person i had a crush on around this time last year i still think you’re cute, and mysterious, and fantastic, and clever, and incredibly sexy.  i’ve thought you were cute since i first met you when i was a freshman and you were a sophomore; and we talked about bands we liked. but after that one day, we never talked again. i don’t know how, but we started talking again suddenly last year...
Nov 29th
1 tag
the manager, michael, at the restaurant i work at...
and therefore by default, one of the sexiest. he’s honestly not even physically attractive; but he’s really intriguing, so sometimes when we talk, i wanna make out with him. (it’s not like i’m mentally “cheating” on my boyfriend, either: i want to make out with my boss the same way my boyfriend jerks off to jessica alba.) first off, he’s confident,...
Nov 21st
to the girl who just liked my last post on...
unfollow me. you live way too close to me your about me pisses me off (excerpt: “i like … smokin’, fuckin’, tumblin’”) you just posted a long thing about sluts, and then liked my post…….. which makes no sense, you have no idea what you’re doing, go the fuck away, UNFOLLOW ME
Nov 19th
Nov 15th
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Nov 14th
i like that how out of everybody in the class, my photo teacher asked me about if i were to get a sleeve tattoo, what would it be like? it was cool. she’s cool. 
Nov 9th
Nov 9th
260 notes
and i really want to roll again olasdf;a
Nov 6th
i need to get put on vyvanse or something, cuz i don’t feel as happy when i’m not on it
Nov 6th
1 tag
When a girl flirts with your boyfriend
obliteratedheart: You wish he would not kindly, but rudely tell her to fuck off and that he’s happily taken with you. Too often guys say, “oh she is just being friendly” and let them continue flirting with him and that shit hurts. Boys, if a girl is flirting with you while in a relationship don’t let that shit slide. If guys were getting at your girl I’m pretty sure you’d want her to tell them...
Nov 6th
12,847 notes
so lately, i’ve been buying vyvanse from some friends, and i’ve been taking 30 mg capsules like every other day, and man… i really like this feeling, hahha. it makes me really focused on whatever i’m doing, but also makes me feel exceptionally talkative and friendly!  and i’m like really al;jflajdfjd energized!!! right now, hahah. i haven’t been doing...
Nov 4th
this girl i 'know' made a facebook status that...
and i liked it because i thought it was sarcastic. whoops.
Nov 3rd
note to self work schedule
tuesday (tomorrow): 5-CL saturday: 6-2O sunday: 11-CL  fuck, i keep looking at the schedule, and then the revised schedule, and then the texts i got where i switched shifts with amy, and i’m getting so confused… this doesn’t look right at all…
Nov 1st
October 2011
3 posts
caving in and just sending that “i miss you” text.
Oct 24th
i fucking love my boyfriend so much.
Oct 24th
Oct 6th
September 2011
8 posts
2 tags
Sep 26th
10,761 notes
“what are you thinking about right now?” - “nothing.” “oh.” - “…” “you know what i’m thinking of?” - “what?” “how much i love spending time with you. how i love everything about you. and that i can be completely myself when i’m with you. and, i do love you.” - “i love you too,...
Sep 25th
"i'd never thought it would hurt this much to miss...
you’re sweeping me off my feet
Sep 20th
Sep 19th
12,105 notes
strike out everything you've gone
1. Had a beer. 2. Been drunk. 3. Touched a real gun. 4. Done drugs. 5. Wrote on a bathroom stall. 6. Read a George Orwell book. 7. Had sex. 8. Got into a fist fight. 9. Used Twitter. 10. Listened to Lady Gaga. 11. Been in a car accident. 12. Gotten suspended. 13. Gotten expelled. 14. Got a computer virus. 15. Had a hand-written diary. 16. Been allergic to something. 17. Had a dog. 18....
Sep 18th
whenever i miss evan, i listen to “home” by edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros. “our song”. hello
Sep 16th
i know what it’s like to love someone so much that you can’t let go. i know what it’s like to love someone so much that you put them before your own fucking self-respect and dignity. i know what it’s like to cry every single night over them. and i know it was love, because it was almost 3 years ago, and it still hurts, and i’m still in love with him. i know he...
Sep 7th
i know that no matter what, i will never love anyone like i loved him. i still love him. i still love him. i still love him. i have always loved him. 
Sep 6th
August 2011
1 post
that post that said something like "tumblr: pray...
pisses me offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff it’s really not about being self-righteous. i’m not really talking about london on facebook because it’s facebook, and the only people have really are on mine are my friends at school, who honestly a) don’t care about london or b) don’t even know what’s going on. and i wouldn’t be getting any...
Aug 9th
July 2011
5 posts
LMFAOOOOOOO
evan: so what other classes are you taking, babe? me: hmmm, well, i’m taking film studies second semester for F period… evan: what! hahaha, crazy, i had film studies last year for F period too! me: oh really? evan: yeah, with mr. laurange, right?! me: yeah! evan: yeah… good times, man, that class was badass! but i almost failed it. me: …….. you almost failed...
Jul 23rd
i think this girl has a crush on my boyfriend, hee...
she’s a grade below me, and i’m pretty sure she’s probably even shorter than me too (but she told him she wasn’t) (okay, maybe she’s not, but honestly, the way her body is built and everything makes her look VERY SMALL), but yeah. like i remember when evan and i had matching profile pictures (lol ew) (well, i told him to change it to match purposely so we could be...
Jul 22nd
Reblog & bold which one you prefer:
Pepsi or Coke Hungry Jacks or McDonalds Cats or Dogs Indoors or Outdoors Summer or Fall Winter or Spring Pool or Ocean Morning or Night Tea or Coffee TV or Movies Fruits or Vegetables Blondes or Brunettes Journey or Destination Chocolate or Vanilla Fact or Fiction Prince William or Prince Harry Daniel Radcliffe or  Rupert Grint Harry Potter or Twilight Silver or Gold Fun or...
Jul 20th
19,500 notes
ahh, it's kind of awkward/uncomfortable when...
my friend gwen is having a party tomorrow night to celebrate her birthday, and it’s supposed to be huge and super fun, but i guess the facebook event was public, and someone started inviting RANDOM people, including these two boys that go to my school (who i’m actually relatively good friends with, but still?)… and they actually just like, said, “hey, we’re gonna be...
Jul 8th
Jul 7th
2,823 notes
April 2011
7 posts
Apr 17th
15,297 notes
FUCKING STALK ME MUCH?
Apr 16th
That moment you see them happy with someone else
repulsivemaudlin: This … today. after school. walking to baca’s room to take my quiz. seeing him walk out of his class room, not even look at me, go straight to erin’s locker, big smile. her smiling back: “hey!” i wanted to cry. but he’s happy happy happy, and it’s whatever. i care about him, still, so … whatever. 
Apr 14th
22,833 notes
i want to scream, "fuck you! fuck you!" at the top...
Apr 9th
i miss the way you used to tell me things, everything, and kiss me.
Apr 9th
addison put up pictures of himself on facebook...
he was 13 when it happened; he’d been playing football. he said to me, “they couldn’t wake me up for a long time. and when i did wake up, it wasn’t a sleepy, peaceful kind of awakening. i bolted straight up with bulging eyes, and the doctors couldn’t push me back down for the life of them, and then i started crying. i was really scared. when i came back to school, i...
Apr 4th
Apr 4th
890 notes
March 2011
13 posts
Mar 30th
74,682 notes
this girl reminds me of nicole...
Mar 24th
you are absolutely the most attractive person in the world and you don’t want to be with me ever again because i fuck up and i’m crying a little please take me back
Mar 22nd
why does everyone assume I broke up with HIM? no. it’s ther way around. and i’m sad.
Mar 22nd
haha. i thought i made progress!
i suppose not.  remind me to kill myself, but not before you, you fucking bitch.
Mar 22nd
zombieluvr666: Bold what’s true I am a male. I am a girl I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes. I have scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses.  I would get plastic surgery if it were 100%...
Mar 20th
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